Eventually you will understand what it feels like when people pass away that you love. But until then, be grateful that that never happened to you. Because of one day it will. And you will be eating your words.
I think we are lacking something important. You wanna know what that's called? Empathy. Which I feel like we shouldn't be talking about here, but I guess we are now. Because no one ever teach you manners in your depressing life. Which makes sense for a person like you.